"Being, not doing, is my first joy."
— Theodore Roethke
American Poet
1908 - 1963
I must confess that being is very difficult for me. For years I have been caught up in the culture of doing. Setting goals and working to achieve my goals. I find it very difficult to sit and just be. I must at the very least doodle and who knows maybe my doodles will one day be famous. We can dream can't we! If I go on vacation, it often takes me a week to relax and forget my day job. But I still feel I must be doing something. Writing. Drawing. Producing something. Rarely can I just be.
How about you? Are you caught up in the culture of doing or have you learned like Roethke to enjoy just being?
Here is my favorite Theodore Roethke poem. I love the first three lines. This is a poem to be read outloud. Listen to the interaction of sounds.
The Waking
I wake to sleep, and take my waking slow.
I feel my fate in what I cannot fear.
I learn by going where I have to go.
We think by feeling. What is there to know?
I hear my being dance from ear to ear.
I wake to sleep, and take my waking slow.
Of those so close beside me, which are you?
God bless the Ground! I shall walk softly there,
And learn by going where I have to go.
Light takes the Tree; but who can tell us how?
The lowly worm climbs up a winding stair;
I wake to sleep, and take my waking slow.
Great Nature has another thing to do
To you and me, so take the lively air,
And, lovely, learn by going where to go.
This shaking keeps me steady. I should know.
What falls away is always. And is near.
I wake to sleep, and take my waking slow.
I learn by going where I have to go.
