1821 - 1881
Why is it that we often fear attempting something new? A new job? A new place to live? The unknown scares us whether we are creative leaders or not? And often this fear translates into anxiety. People often wonder why Hollywood actors who seem to have everything, lose their temper, overdose on drugs, and make foolish mistakes. I think the underlying issue is anxiety. We are afraid of the unknown? What will tomorrow bring? Will I still find work as an actor, writer, singer or artist? Will my fans still love me?
In reading Cheever by Blake Bailey, I saw how anxiety can drive a creative individual to drink. We all have anxiety at one time or another. Not having enough money is one of my anxieties and it has prevented me from starting my own business over the years. I have a need for a regular paycheck to pay the bills. Once I was offered an opportunity to go into the speaking business and I panicked — froze on the spot.
What fears are holding you back? What fears are you willing to live with? What fears do you put into your work? What fears restraint your creative efforts? What fears inspire your creative work? The fear of being poor inspires some people to work hard to be financially successfully.